oh just that cooking/baking or whatever feels like it takes a lot of focus or attention or whatever. Like some part of my brain is going something is on fire! wow! hey! something is on fire! and some other part is like pay attention or it's gonna get ruined! pay attention or it's gonna get ruined! and some other part is aaaaa! the baking powder has been in the wet ingredients for a rather long time! and some other part is oh no dishes in the sink gotta wash 'em!